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Note to self....quit acting like an IDIOT

November 3rd, 2005 (09:47 pm)

current mood: blah
current song: Journey's Greatest Hits

First things first.
I get up and what do I hear, my stupid sister yelling in my ear like I knew what the hell she was talking about. She can't use all 500 purses at once (if you're keepin up then you know what I'm talking about). She's physcho. I seriously believe that there something mentally wrong with the satan spawn of my lovely parents that just happens to live in the room next door. Well, long story short, I made her cry and she called my daddy. Enough said.

So on my way to work, I seriously have an emotional breakdown. I start crying and by the time I concentrate on where I'm going, I'm already there. Damn. And everything was pretty much okay there. Still work with RETARDed IDIOTS, nothing's gonna change that fact. Another, Damn. The girl who's husband owns the resturant that I work at just happens to be one of my really good friends. She asks me if I want to go have a drink with her at another bar in town after my shift. EXCITED, so I do. Right before I leave Casey calls and tells me to call him back in a little while. So Jen and I head over to this bar. While we are there, we are doing the whole girl thing, drinking wine, talking about stupid girls at work, and how stupid the men in our lives can be. I'm not one to gossip, because I know I feel bad when I'm talked about. But I was just so excited to be talking to one of my girlfriends about stuff other than ARMY, IRAQ, golf or hunting that I don't know what came over me. Well, throughout this conversation, I voicedialed Casey by accident. HE HEARS MY WHOLE CONVERSATION about how his friends can suck sometimes but I still love them, my exes friend and how cool they were, and the comparison of the two plus some of the stuff about my breakup with my last boyfriend. So without knowing that this has happened, I send a text to him. [Luv me? Yes or No] (just picking) He sends one back....[Oh, I don't know, I just heard your whole convo, Why don't you just go back to Will my friends aren't good enough. BUSTED!!!]

DAMN!!!! I really dug myself into deep shitty dirty hole. DAMN!

Well, he didn't stick around to hear the rest of the conversation like I love him more than anything and cannot live without him. And even though he's different than anyone I've ever dated, I cannot see myself without him. He finally realized that he didn't hear the whole conversation, just the part about his friends being a little different for my tastes, and he got mad. And he apologized. And said he loved me. DAMN CELLPHONES!!! You live you learn. I will not gossip or talk about my boyfriend and if I feel the need to talk about him in public to other people, I will leave my stupid phone in the car. DAMN I feel like a horse's ass. Could I be any more of an IDIOT!?

Oh yeah, Have to say, I'm hitting the gym tomorrow as well. Gotta lose a few so I can gain it back over Thankgiving and Christmas. DAMN! I'm a loudmouth and a fat ass.



Posted by: Sara with no h (roaring20)
Posted at: November 4th, 2005 03:29 am (UTC)

how weird!!!! I can't believe that happened!

Posted by: mtndivluvmykbo (mtndivluvmykbo)
Posted at: November 4th, 2005 03:37 am (UTC)

I know...Only me! I love your icon...very cute. Is it getting cold in NY?

Posted by: Jen (amazing_chaos)
Posted at: November 4th, 2005 12:21 pm (UTC)

oh boy. Stupid cell phones, lol. Hope next week goes better for you.

Posted by: Teri (mizzoubell)
Posted at: November 5th, 2005 05:21 am (UTC)
Dance with me

Sorry hun! Think of this way, it will be one of those things you can look back and laugh at. Hope things work out better at your job soon

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