current mood: pissed off
current song: Sevendust
If Casey doesn't call me in the next 10 minutes........ I'm not gonna answer the phone the next 100 times that he calls me so he knows what the fuck it feels like to really need to talk to someone and how bad it fucking sucks when you can't get in touch with them. I'm really pissed right now if you can't tell. ONE) because I haven't talked to him in 3 days. TWO) because when he's says "I'll call you later." He doesn't THREE) Because I'm so stupid that I actually believe him and FOUR) Because I was there for him through all the shit he went through and can't even fucking do me the smallest favor like give me a tiny phone call when that's all I want and ALL I DESERVE. HELLO!? Get a mother-fucking clue, K-Bo. I'M the one who sat here after you went to Iraq. I'M the one who dropped everything to take care of you. I'M the one who sits here and waits for you to come home. I'M the one whoe puts up with the BULLSHIT, not you. I'm so PISSED. Is it that damn hard for boys to grasp the simple fact of, "If I do something that she wants me to do, then maybe she won't be so pissed off at me for the rest of my life." ? If he was here I'd punch him. UMM YEAH, me, girlfriend, still waiting....SHIT!
p.s. I know it sounds like I'm super pissed, because I am, but I still love him. Damn I suck.