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January 11th, 2006 (09:30 pm)
pissed off

current mood: pissed off
current song: Sevendust

If Casey doesn't call me in the next 10 minutes........ I'm not gonna answer the phone the next 100 times that he calls me so he knows what the fuck it feels like to really need to talk to someone and how bad it fucking sucks when you can't get in touch with them. I'm really pissed right now if you can't tell. ONE) because I haven't talked to him in 3 days. TWO) because when he's says "I'll call you later." He doesn't THREE) Because I'm so stupid that I actually believe him and FOUR) Because I was there for him through all the shit he went through and can't even fucking do me the smallest favor like give me a tiny phone call when that's all I want and ALL I DESERVE. HELLO!? Get a mother-fucking clue, K-Bo. I'M the one who sat here after you went to Iraq. I'M the one who dropped everything to take care of you. I'M the one who sits here and waits for you to come home. I'M the one whoe puts up with the BULLSHIT, not you. I'm so PISSED. Is it that damn hard for boys to grasp the simple fact of, "If I do something that she wants me to do, then maybe she won't be so pissed off at me for the rest of my life." ? If he was here I'd punch him. UMM YEAH, me, girlfriend, still waiting....SHIT!

p.s. I know it sounds like I'm super pissed, because I am, but I still love him. Damn I suck.

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Posted by: Jen (amazing_chaos)
Posted at: January 12th, 2006 03:28 am (UTC)

MEN!! SHEESH!!
Hang in there hun. Some men just take longer to grow up. I hope he calls soon. *hugs*

Posted by: Little Miss Cranky Pants (misscrankypants)
Posted at: January 12th, 2006 03:48 pm (UTC)
innocent

That is just rude. But the more you push the more he's going to do it because there is a chip in men's brains that makes them think they are being controlled so they rebel even further.

I would take a step back and take a deep breath. Make sure that this is what you want as well...don't worry so much about what he wants, if you aren't getting what you need you need to tell him calmly. If he still resists, maybe he's not right for you right now.

You guys have been through so much and I know you love him a lot, but you are doing so much and giving so much and he's not giving back. It could be the distance. There are just so many factors that are causing stress. I wish I had better advice.

I hope it works out.
--Cranky

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